& I can't sleep, at all. I'm giving myself a headache, and getting disgusting skin because I'm so sleep deprived.
Still can't seem to sleep though. Not until a ridiculous hour, and then I waste half the day. And for the other half of the day I feel like shit.
All because I'm led here, staring at my screen and Music Man's online.
And I can't bring myself to even speak to him.
But all I can do is think about him.
And I want to tell him everything, anything. Just to talk to him.
Now I feel sick.